A day at another stage

Today I turn 17 and also the day when I will overthink about my existence. Why I had taken birth. And some other mind-blowing theories. Earlier I used to wake-up at my birthday I used to purchase goods, new clothes and celebrate with friends and family. But now I wake up and start daydreaming about my life. Am I will also be the same person who thinks that " 4 din ki jindgi h"and waste the time or I will make efforts to create an impact on my clan.

Hopefully I will make some good changes this year.